Who am I?

I have been intrigued right from childhood about who am I? Who I will be? What will give me real happiness? Why this world is what it is? Where will I go from here? Where have I come from? What will be the end of this journey? Will I be able to mature myself into a final state of wisdom (Jnan)?

In this painting I have drawn myself as an adolescent girl. I used to be introvert, self-engrossed, serious type of studious girl. I had a special feeling about my long, thick, jet-black hair up to my waist. I have special affinity for green color. I had glasses, right from my secondary school. During intermittent periods of contemplation, I used to have my hair loose, and remove my glasses, close eyes to see my internal world. I used to spent quite a lot of time in reading, relating unpredictable, unjustifiable, irrational events and their effects on my mind. I was happy being alone in my own world.